Hungry...

As I was reading my friend Jamie's most recent blog entry a couple of days ago on the subject of baptisms (specifically baptism in the Holy Spirit), I came to the conclusion that perhaps that (or not having that, in my case) might be why I'm never really satisfied when seeking after the Lord...It's like I can never get close enough...I'm never filled up, I'm always left hungry. Now I'm not saying that all of this is because I have yet to receive this particular baptism. I'm not perfect, and yes...there are probably many things that I could be doing differently to get closer to what I'm so desperately seeking, but I'm not, and that needs to change.

I've started to feel lately, that I'm missing a piece to a puzzle that everyone else has long since finished...It's frustrating...

I have more thoughts on this, but I haven't quite figured out how to unravel them yet...

For now, I'll just quote something Jamie posted a while back on the subject of Freedom...which I guess, in a sense, is what I'm looking for...Freedom to be able to know my Saviour like never before...

Freedom. It's coming. It's available to each of us. It's that distant sound, that faint rumble of thunder. There is a cleansing rain approaching, that water of life that is getting ready to fall.

Freedom is coming.

Hallelujah!