I give up....
I'm convinced that I'll never get my life back on track....at least not the life I had envisioned for myself 2 years ago. My plans to go back to school next week and pick up where I left off in September have been squashed, until September....at least. The way my body's behaving, I'm terrified that I may never be able to get the certification I need to be able to work as an Educational Assistant...The one thing I actually think I'm good at, outside of acting (and let's face it, that'll never happen)
I'm done making plans to get back what I had....It hurts too much watching them fall apart....Call me over-dramatic, pessimistic, depresssed...whatever...I don't care anymore...I really don't.
I'm done making plans to get back what I had....It hurts too much watching them fall apart....Call me over-dramatic, pessimistic, depresssed...whatever...I don't care anymore...I really don't.
2 Comments:
At Monday, January 7, 2008 at 10:10:00 AM EST, Jamie A. Grant said…
That's tough to hear, yeah...
Now, I've been waiting for a new blog post for a while and I get this sad one? What happened to hilarious tales of stealing my van and all that? ;)
At Wednesday, January 9, 2008 at 3:45:00 PM EST, Lori said…
Ash, are all of your reasons re: plans squashed health related or mostly?
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